February 2012
I hate them girls who see a picture of a girl with big tits and are like; ”I bet they’re well saggy!” ”Who needs boobs it’s about arse and legs” Yes the only reason why you’re saying that is because you’ve got small boobs. Don’t take it out on people with big boobs. I don’t hate on skinny people because I’m not skinny? Chill out...
So I went to the cinema on Wednesday...
…Baked. When I saw ‘The Hobbit’ trailer I cried. I actually welled up.
Feeling numb tonight. I just NEED to feel something.
I have anxiety. I hate it.
Actually don’t know if I want to go out tonight because I’ve gained 5 pounds from being bloated. I hate being the size of Jupiter.
I can’t sleep again. My imagination gets ahead of me, rules my actions and feelings. I turn into a coward, surrounded by demons with sticks, poking me and laughing. Whilst I know they’re not real, how can I still feel the pain of their sharp weapons piercing my skin?
I need to understand that I will be alone for the rest of my life, that I need to be brave, be in control.
I keep...
